Thing that I found in Hustinos journal, so what else is new.... I don't get these from anyone else... 'Cause everyone else is BORING. BLAH. I like this because its for OCs specifically. YAY

1. Tatum
2. Silo
3. Rose
4. Merrius
5. Lylix
6. Sal
7. Xilos
8. Stai
9. Salvador
10. Dae'lyr
11. Arty
12. Green!Sal

01) Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 3?

Sal 'cause Rose'd end up getting fed up with everything she's teaching and everyone in the room in under five minutes and tell everyone to leave the room and go screw themselves. Sal'd just have fun.

02) Do you think 4 is hot? How hot?

Sure, and pretty hot. He was created simply for the sole reason of flirting, so he must be hot.

03) 9 sends 5 on a mission. What is it, and does it succeed?

Uh... Anything Salvador sends anyone to do can't in any way, shape, or form be good. He's kinda... evil. Just a teensy bit. And sending Lylix... A twelve year old girl... to do a mission is quite evil. It'd probably be a mission to kill someone... And actually, she'd probably succeed because for a twelve year old, she's a freakin' mind eating zombie.

04) What is or would be 1's favorite book?

Probably something really angsty... Some teenage angst book. Actually, he doesn't even like books, but he'll skim through a magazine every once and awhile.

05) Would it make more sense for 6 to swear fealty to 7, or the other way around?

Uhm, neither, actually... But I guess Sal to Xilos if I had to choose and thats just because Xilos bows to no one. Sal's just ready to help and serve anyone who needs him, so I guess it works best for him.

06) For some reason, 2 is looking for a roommate. Should they share a studio apartment with 4 or with 8?

Stai, because she takes care of and loves Silo like her own child. One thing Silo won't admit, he likes to be coddled. Merrius would just pick on him, anyhow.

07) 9, 11 and 7 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?

Xilos... Arty... and Salvador. This is interesting. I suppose. Uh... They'd probably end up going somewhere high-class. Xilos would be freaked out by a fast-food place, believing its unsanitary, Arty wouldn't settle for anything less than high-class, he is a politician after all, and Salvador... wouldn't really give a damn... He'd just insist that Arty pay for their food. And Arty wouldn't want to discuss anything. He'd just want to get it over with. And Xilos and Salvador would only glance around suspiciously at the other two present. There's no talking involved with these three.

08) 10 challenges 12 to a duel. What happens?

...what? Dae'lyr can't fight worth a damn and Sal would be all 'GAAAASP WHATS A DUEL?' In the duel, however, I suppose i it ever happened, Dae'lyr would be struggling to use magic and Sal would be watching from behind him going 'Whatcha doin'?'

09) If 1 stole 11's most precious possession, how would she/he get it back?

Arty: ...Hey, can I have that back? Please?
Tatum: -shrugs- Eh, sure. -tosses-
Arty: ^_^ Thanks!

10) Suggest a title for a story in which 6 and 4 both attain what they most desire.

Merrius wants Stai and Sal wants Jesse. 'They Both Get Their Girls' ...I know, I'm boring.

11) What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 8 and 2 to work together?

..Stai and Silo? Geez, you guys are boring... If you wanted me to do Silo and Xilos, now THAT would require a plot device. Well, considering that Stai teaches Silo how to use short swords, they'd just need something to fight... Which is boring! Gimme something better NOW.

12) If 8 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along?

Uh... I suppose... She's a LOT like T9 so It'd probably end up how we are right at this very moment. I'm sitting here doing my own thing and she's eating my food and reading my books.

13) If you could command 5 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be?

Uh... Do a trick? Dance? Rollover? I don't know, a zombie child dancing or anything very emotionlessly is quite amusing, you MUST admit.

14) Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 8?

Uh! Stop bringing up Stai! No, no one draws her! And I'm personally getting tired of her and its YOUR fault!

15) If 10 had to choose sides between 4 and 8, which would it be?

Oh, thats TOO easy. You're boring. Dae'lyr would side with Stai before Merrius anyday. Merrius eventually /does/ become his best buddy, but Stai has power over ANYONE. She'd hurt Dae' if he didn't side with her. Merri'd just give him puppy eyes for another week and a half.

16) What might 7 shout while charging into battle?

Uhm, Xilos might actually be charging OUT of a battle. He doesn't want to lose his head by anyone's hands. A bit of a coward, I know, but eh, I still love him. But going in, I guess if he ever were, he'd be screaming something along the lines of 'BASTARDS!' Because he'd only be going in if they enemy did something to harm him or his loved ones.

17) 1, 3, and 5 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant. There is only one scallion pancake left, and they all reach for it at the same time. Who gets to eat it?

Roooooose. Tatum'd let her have it even if he did get it and Lylix doesn't care. Tatum's such a gentleman! Actually, no, Rose'd just threaten him and he'd roll his eyes and let her have it.

18) What might be a good pick-up line for 7 to use on 3?

Well, first of all, like he does with any flirting, he'd flash that ADORABLE grin and say something like 'Hi, are you lost?' or some other random conversation starter and eventually turn it into flirting. However, Rose would NOT keep talking to him and probably hurt him.

19) What would 6 most likely be arrested for?

The same thing he HAS been arrested for. Breaking into a pet store and releasing all the animals. Or stealing ice cream.

20) What is 10's secret?

Dae'lyr's secret... Uh... He... doesn't like squirrels?

21) If 9 and 5 were racing to a destination, who would get there first?

Salvador. Lylix is, what, 4'8"? Salvador could walk there and beat her.

22) If you had to walk home through a bad neighborhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 9 or 12?

...Neither! Salvador would be the one to attack someone in a bad neighborhood and Sal would be all 'Ooh! Who're you? Why's that thing so pointy? What're you going to DO with it?'

23) 3 and 5 reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by 10's sinister secret organization.

...the hell? Uhm... 'Evil and Just Plain Mean Save the World from Evil?' ...Thats stuuuupid.

-Name three people on your friends list who might read it.

Not me.

R|AN|D|O|M
1] what's a fun word? Crizucial and shividishaa
2] if you could eat anywhere for dinner tonight, where would it be? Taco Hell
3] what's one of the sweetest things a guy/girl (whichever is your preference) has done or could do for you? Uhm. Prolly just when my friends tell me my good qualitites. I don't notice them that often.
4] what are your plans for tomorrow? ...hang around my house then go to the Techie Boot Camp... was going the the Ren Fest, but my aunt died and my mom has to go to the funeral.
5] blue or black pens? Blackity.
6] how much money do you have on you? On me? Natta, but I have $15 down in my game-charger basket and $100 in my account.
7] and, the nearest orange thing to you is? The lid of the little plastic thing that contains a toy I got out of the vending machine.
8] why are you taking this survey? Cause I found it in Hustino's journal and the easiest way to read his answers is to do it as I put in my own.
9] name 5 things you never leave the house without. My pants, my head, my cell, my hands, my shirt. I usually leave msot of my crap at home, but my mom says I need a purse to carry it all in.
10] how many countries outside of the one you live in, have you been to? One. England.

C|U|R|R|E|N|T|L|Y
1] listening to: Uh... The theme from FF7; Advent Children.
2] eating and/or drinking: Nothing. Oh, wait, I'm chewing a piece of gum... But you've made me thirsty now, thanks a whole bunch.
3] wanting to: Uhm. Have someone talk to me. Blu and Hustino are on, but they're not saying anything and I feel lonely.
4] working for: No one... I'd like to be working, I want more money, I is poor people.
5] waiting for: Sunday! Tis my birthday.
6] wearing: Pants, a Superman shirt, underclothes, socks. I hate socks.
7] should be: Doing my homework. Or reading. Or watching my DVDs from the library.
8] the weather is: Chillah. 75 degrees. Night.
9] talking to/IMing: Blu and Hustino. Kinda.
10] you're feeling...: Energetic and bored.

L|A|S|T
1] person you IMed: Hustino.
2] person you hugged: Uhm... Uh... -sniffles- I haven't been hugged in so long... Wow, not even by Blu. Well, I can't remember in real life, but I virtually hugged Hustino.
3] kiss was from/with: ...I do NOT want to talk about that.
4] food you ate: A grilled cheese sammich.
5] person you said/typed/wrote "i love you" to: -sniffles- You're so mean! I hate you... I haven't had anyone to tell that to in a year...
6] place you went to: ...School. Aren't you just a BAG full of SUNSHINE!?
7] phone call: My mom to pick me up early from school. We had a pep rally today and got out about ten or so minutes early.
8] text message: ...-checks- Uhm. ...I'm so lame. All my texts in my inbox are from my mother. My friends don't love me anymore.
9] shower: Last night.
10] thing you bought with your money: Well, seeing as I haven't had money in a LONG time, it was probably a keychain from Hot Topic or a burrito from Taco Hell.

F|i|R|S|T
1] pet: Baby. He was a big black long-hair cat that ran away the day we moved to Pennsylvania.
2] birthday party: Uhm... Probably the day I was born.
3] alcoholic beverage: Communian.
4] school: Preschool, but I don't remember the name of it, so lets just say Williams Magnet.
5] physical fight: Uh... I don't think I was ever in one.
6] relationship: If you mean romantically involved, it would've been a year ago.
7] sport you played/tried: Basketball in 4th grade. I got really bored really quick.
8] website: …Whats that supposed to mean?
9] single date: -sniffles- I've never been on a date... I wanna go on a date...
10] person that comes to mind when you think of "love": ...No one, I guess. I don't have a boyfriend and none of my friends are together anymore and I don't have a crush. I'm a pathetic person...

T|H|i|S O|R T|H|A|T
1] school or work: Work, tho I've never done it, anything would be better than school. I know, people probably go 'Oh, no, you're just a kid, you'll think different when you have a job' SHUT THE HELL UP.
2] flip phone or slider: Don't really care. I've heard the sliders ruin the buttons but that was from my cousin who complains all the time. I have a flip phone now, tho. I think I want a slider, however.
3] single or in a relationship: Relationship. I think it felt really good having someone to say 'I love you' to and to be able to hear them say it as well. Its no good when I have to sit all by myself without even someone to talk to honestly on the phone.
4] smoothies or milkshakes: Smoothies.
5] tanning in the sun or fake tanning: If I had to choose, the sun. I'd like not being completely white sometime, but I just don't have the motivation to tan.
6] group dates or single dates: Either, if I could get a friggin boyfriend...
7] watching basketball or playing basketball: Watching, I suppose. I can scream random things like 'HEY STUPID IN THE PURPLE' while watching it.
8] crayons or markers: Crayons. Donno why.
9] wishing on stars or wishing at 11:11: 11:11, I guess. My wishes never come true, but its kind of an automatic reflex for me sometimes.
10] iPods or CD players: iPods, but they're so expensive...

O|F Y|O|U|R F|R|i|E|N|D|S W|H|O...
1] updates their myspace/xanga/etc. most often: Hustino, I suppose. He and I are apparently the only ones who use journals.
2] calls/texts you most often: ...my mother... I'd like it if my friends called me just to say hi sometimes...
3] is more likely to beat someone up for you: Hustino, Kenny, T9, or Blu. I think. T9 or Kenny, most likely. I just see them wanting to defend me most...
4] does best in school (or work): Hustino, I suppose. Or Kenny. Smarty smarty boy boys.
5] drinks the most: No ones. None of my friends drink. Which is very very gewd.
6] is in/makes up the cutest couple: -sniffles- All of them broked up. Sadity.
7] goes to your house most often: T9, I guess... No one visits me, either. Not like a few of the /can/ as they're in a different state.
8] would you share your bank account with: If they needed it, any of my four closest. (T9, Kenny, Blu, and Hustino)
9] knows your family best: T9. After 12 years, I /hope/ shes noticed the freaks hanging around my house all the time.
10] would you give your life for: I feel like I would sacrifice myself for any innocent living person, not just my friends. But my closest four friends, I wouldn't even think about it; I'd just do it. They deserve it after how good of friends they've been to me.

I beat KHII a couple nights ago. I just wanted to rant a little bit about it.

-SPOILERS START HERE-

Yeah, so I beat the game. It was on beginner mode, so it wasn't all that hard. But I still don't understand why Xemnas' outfit kept changing... Couldn't he just stick to one? I didn't even know it was him in some of the last battles when he was in the clunky metal armor gettup. Then I paused the game and it said 'Defeat Xemnas' and I was all 'Oh...'

Yeah, so, I really liked the last cut scenes. I liked how long it was in waht my friends and I call 'Pretty Mode', too. I like pretty mode. Its... well, pretty. I loved how Riku's hair looked in pretty mode, too. It didn't look as unreal as it does in game mode, all sticking straight out and all. Thats what we have Sora and Roxas for; unreal hair. But Riku's hair looked very pretty. And I was wondering... What did Riku and Sora plan to do? Just live in the dark side for the rest of their lives? Thats it? I mean... Sora's been working this entire time to find Kairi and such and he's gonig to give up like that. And I kind of felt like he was letting Roxas and Namine down by staying there, too. They wanted to be together and they thought they would since Sora and Kairi would be, but now they wouldn't. I guess its a good thing that he went back over to the light side, right? Right.

To tell the truth, I didn't think Riku would go back with him. I was thinking that he knows his place is in the realm of darkness. There needs to be someone there to keep things from happening or something. But I'm sort of glad he went back.

I really loved the little tiny cutscenes during the credits, but some of them made me sad, like the one for Olympus Colisseum. T9 told me that that happens to Auron in FFX, too, but it still made me sad. The others, even the happy ones, kind of made me a little sad, too. I mean, they were all happy and stuff, I know, but they sort of showed that life goes on in those worlds even without Sora there. And the last one, of Sora in the Secret Place from the first game, especially. It sort of made it seem like they were bringing an end to it all. Like its all over. Lifes going to go back to how it was before the first game. Sora, Riku, and Kairi are going to keep on living as friends and messing around and the Disney worlds are gonig to keep on going and lifes going to go back to normal. Thats it, the end, no more story for you. And thats why I loved the scene after the credits. If it hadn't been four in the morning, I would've called T9 and been yelling 'THERE IS GOING TO BE A KHIII!!123...!?//one!AHHH' Because there is.

Just a little tidbit, I had put this game down for about a month and a half. It hasn't taken me since March 28th to beat it. My little brother was over and we were hangin' out, playing video games and such and he saw KHII on my entertainment center and asked if he could watch me play it for a bit. So I put it in, showed him all the characters he wanted to see and then played a little. I got to the final battle with Xemnas before Josey wanted to go upstairs and watch Artificial Intelligence. Josey is ten years old, I have no idea why he wanted to watch AI. Anyhow, I put the game on pause and we watched a bit of the movie, ate a bunch of popcorn, and he left. I got on the computer shortly after and completely forgot about my game on pause. I was on 'til about 2 or so and there was this big storm outside. I was talking to Hustino and making an attempt at lineart with my mouse and my electricity went out. I was all 'AHHH!' and I tried to get back on to tell Hustino that my electricity went out and I was getting off and I wasn't dead or ignoring him or nuthin' and AIM was taking way too long to start up. So I was thinking 'Gah, my computers going to blow up...' so I gave up. That was when I realized '...I had my PS2 on pause on the last battle of KHII...' so I flailed, turned off the computer, and ran downstairs to hear my television going 'FSSSSHHH!' so I restarted it and such and beat the game. It was easier the second time through. Then saturday night, I beat it yet again so Blu could see the cutscenes.

So, yeah, can't wait another 4 years for the third game.

-END OF SPOILERS-

Now I'm off to beat the first one! Hehe... heh... ^_^'

~Buggy

Godspell at Helen Hocker Theater: Opened June 24, Closed July 2, 2006.
Cast:
Jesus- Sam Beasley
Judas- Dan Denton
Gilmer- Rachel Christensen, Amanda Garvey (*ScitsofranticBug), Erika Williams
Lamar- Tatton Jacob
Herb- Chris Sommer, Ben LaMee
Robin- Kylie Loupe (*LunaKitsuneBlu)
Jeffery- Charlie Stock
JoAnn- Laura Stratton
Sonia- Jenny Walker
Peggy- Nora Woolpert

Now for me to actually rant about the show itself, which officially closed about five and a half hours ago. I actually meant to do this entry way back when the show was running so that I could encourage those in the Topeka area to go see it, but nope, had to wait, didn't I? Well, for those of you who don't know, Godspell is a modern rendition of the Gospel acording to Matthew. The characters listed above are Jesus and his desciples. Some productions even go so far as to resurect Jesus, but ours did not. Most of the show is a series of parables, Jesus teaching us how to live without him, but some of it, of course, is music as well. Us coming to Jesus, and commiting to him. Also, most productions, like the movie, use face make-up as Jesus telling each desciple that they are seperated from society and are a group together with him. Ours, on the other hand, used gifts instead. Jesus, during Day By Day (which, no doubt, most everyone has heard...), hands out gifts to everyone. Mine was long, pink, flappery beads. Blu's was a blue and white scarf.

Now specifically about our production. This was a very small cast, consisting of thirteen people. We all grew extremely close to one another throughout the month we've been rehearsing and performing this show. I entered the show being friends with two people, Erika and Blu. Now I consider all of them my best friends. They've all treated me so well and made me feel so happy. I have to be extremely grateful to have been in this show, as its such a hard one to get into and perform. The actors leave the stage once (save intermission) and therefore have to be involved at all times, making it very hard. I think because of this show, I've come very far and gained so much experience. I've had the honor of working with people I resepect and love and I love that! Along with our gifts, we were given Converses by Jesus, I think to show that we were his desciples and always will be, even when he takes back out gifts, putting us back with the rest of society. Well, why I bring these up is because they were $40 converses and our director let us keep them! So after the show today, we all signed eachothers. I haven't read mine yet, but I'm going to hang them up in my room. They're green and I've never really cared for that colour, so I'll probably not wear them often.

I'm not going to rant any further about any of this, because if I were allowed to, we'd be here a long time.

~Buggy

Ok, technically, I'm not free until after tomorrow, but today was the last day of actual school. Tomorrow is just the activity day where we go to the YMCA and bowling and stuff. I don't really want to go, but its for the sake of my friends that I won't see for a very long time. I didn't give them a very proper fairwell today like I believe they deserve.

But after tomorrow, I won't ever be forced to step foot inside Alfred M. Landon Middle School for the rest of my life. A lot of people ask me what makes me think there is a God. As of Friday at some time in the morning, I am a Freshman at Topeka Highschool. That makes me happy. Very happy.

Today, walking home from school, I was reminded of walking away from Nichols for the last time. My last day in Arlington, Texas. I was suddenly very sad, remembering that it was one of the saddest days of my life. But I didn't cry thinking about it. I actually smiled because it was also one of the happiest days of my life. I can't describe a day where I've had more fun than the day where all my friends walked me home and hugged me goodbye. We must've spent two hours just walking around the block, just to spend more time together. Out of the five friends who walked me home that day, I haven't seen three of them since. But the memory of my last day with them is enough to make me quite happy.

Why I bring this up is because there are friends who I may never see again. Some close, some not so close. Sierra and Stuart are both going to Topeka West. Sierra I know will contact me and we'll hang out, but Stuart is a different story. He's someone I've been a little confused about for the past couple of months. Sometimes I think about how much we can talk about and how much we like being around eachother and I think I might like him. Other times, I can just be so angry with him for how much of a frusteratign person he is. Then I go back and start thinking that he's that frusterating because he doesn't know what to say, either. I complain about him a lot, but I complained about Texas a lot, too and everyone knows how much I miss that. I hope Stuart isn't something that goes away and I don't get to see ever again.

Lately, I've been confused about what I'm going to do. Oh, I'm going to spend my summer planning for AnimeFEST!, but what about higschool? Its just going to come. Am I just going to go through it, or am I going to do something about it? I can sit there for hours, jsut being confused. What am I doing? What am I going to do? What the hell is going on? The world is just moving all around me and I'm doing nothing about it. I am going to do something, I know I am, but what? I thought I had myself figured out when I was eleven, but suddenly, things have been making me think. A lot. I've figured out that I don't know.

This next year is going to be something exciting, isn't it?

'Almost' Buggy